Current mood:	sad
Current music:	ambiant trance stuff..

Monday Monday
Lots going thru my head at the moment.
Quick update for any still following.
Massive work load in school of course. Have classmates coming to me for help and of course now I am completely lost. Don't they understand? I am just as lost as they are if not moreso. Say goodbye to that A... weeps.
Broke up with Dimples. Graduate school is really swallowing me whole and it has taken another victim in my life. Supposedly we are still friends but I note.. no weekend phone call/pep talk. I miss him but the purpose for moving out to cali was for school. Right? Right??? Deafening silence.. looks at cell phone and email.. no new messages. *sigh
Applying for a job in Newport Beach at substance abuse and dual diagnosis clinic. I really want this job.. I need this job. I need the money, the experience and something to occupy those few hours I have left.
May have solution to housing problem after tonight. WIsh me luck pray to the gods.. whatever you do. As much as I like my friend roommates we were never meant to be.
Haven't talked to any friends or family lately. I keep saying tommorow but then I blink and the day is gone. More empty promised to myself. The holidays are coming up and I am not looking forward to them at all. I got the present I ordered for Dimples in the mail the other day. Now what do I do with it? Bah Humbug in advance.
Still bitter about election day.. yes I am so what of it. I will remain bitter for the next four bloody years.
OK, phew.. got that out of my system.. sorry for spewing that on everyone. I have been holding it in for awhile.
Back to the mines little ones. Can't stop now. Onward! Onward!